just what i need..detoxification...

As i sat by the tv, surfing for something to hold my attention for about one minute, i crossed a channel i would not normally watch because it always make me feel unhealthy,constantly stressing the goodness of balanced diet and exercise...uurgghh... anyway,the topic of todays' show was detoxification-how it would help your life by detoxifying it. the host expressed that to live a better and healthier you, you should start to throw away the junks in your life, starting from cleaning your garage or your room,have a fashion make over, to having a massage to get out the toxins in your body. she also added that what's more important is to live a balanced life.Out with the old, in with the new! And at that moment i started to wonder..would it really be good to detoxify ourselves?i mean we, are living for like eons of years ago and still we survive by living just the way we are.nothing more, nothing less.if we should start changing the way we are right now, would that make a change?and my own defunct mind answered YES, IT IS POSSIBLE. i always wanted a better life. i want it to have more adventures and pictures of places i saw during my lifetime.i wanted it so much that it aches everytime i have an opportunity to change it.but because of my fears,anxieties and lack of self-confidence, i did nothing to grab the chance.fear hinders my ambition in life. it makes me blind of the things i need to achieve. it paralyzes me from making steps to get closer to what i want.. i am a coward. and i am in dire need to experience this "detoxification" in my life. i need these toxins out of my life so i can start my life right now. i need to declutter all my worries and fears, throw them in the garbage can and if possible, burn them,along with the old me. i realized now that life is too short so i must not waste it.i must fill it with color and happy memories so that i could have someting to pass to the next generation. i want to be remembered. i wanted to leave a mark that says, "hey its me" and not " who is that?" and for that,i promise myself : from now on, ill always try to declutter my life so that i can see the more positive side of life and live happily until i grow old. wish me luck!