just what i need..detoxification...

As i sat by the tv, surfing for something to hold my attention for about one minute, i crossed a channel i would not normally watch because it always make me feel unhealthy,constantly stressing the goodness of balanced diet and exercise...uurgghh... anyway,the topic of todays' show was detoxification-how it would help your life by detoxifying it. the host expressed that to live a better and healthier you, you should start to throw away the junks in your life, starting from cleaning your garage or your room,have a fashion make over, to having a massage to get out the toxins in your body. she also added that what's more important is to live a balanced life.Out with the old, in with the new! And at that moment i started to wonder..would it really be good to detoxify ourselves?i mean we, are living for like eons of years ago and still we survive by living just the way we are.nothing more, nothing less.if we should start changing the way we are right now, would that make a change?and my own defunct mind answered YES, IT IS POSSIBLE. i always wanted a better life. i want it to have more adventures and pictures of places i saw during my lifetime.i wanted it so much that it aches everytime i have an opportunity to change it.but because of my fears,anxieties and lack of self-confidence, i did nothing to grab the chance.fear hinders my ambition in life. it makes me blind of the things i need to achieve. it paralyzes me from making steps to get closer to what i want.. i am a coward. and i am in dire need to experience this "detoxification" in my life. i need these toxins out of my life so i can start my life right now. i need to declutter all my worries and fears, throw them in the garbage can and if possible, burn them,along with the old me. i realized now that life is too short so i must not waste it.i must fill it with color and happy memories so that i could have someting to pass to the next generation. i want to be remembered. i wanted to leave a mark that says, "hey its me" and not " who is that?" and for that,i promise myself : from now on, ill always try to declutter my life so that i can see the more positive side of life and live happily until i grow old. wish me luck!

My day with Harry Potter

Just like the premiere showing of HP6 in london,it was also raining cats and dogs here in the Philippines last july 16 when the movie was shown nationwide. Neither rain, nor wind, can stop us from going to manila to see the 3d version of the most awaited and most anticipated movie this year.haha.we literally crossed the "ocean" (well, this means flood of traffic :P ) just to be at MOA on time. We almost missed the screening because almost all seats were taken.. but...then again, lady luck was on our side. we got in just in time for the movie and although we were not seated together(because of the limited seats available), we still have a great view of the screen. As expected, the opening credits are super great, with the 3d version and the great CG's combines, it was a blast. and for me who's a first-timer at watching movies in 3d, the movie felt so real and so alive. i was so happy i could cry. and then, after a good 15 minutes or so, a flashing red eye appeared and we have to take off our glasses.thats it for 3d.. it was soo disappointing! but enough about that! The movie was very touching,especially the part where professor dumbledore died!arghh it really broke my heart to see him die.i was expecting a funeral scene but they didnt show it.maybe beacuse his death is melancholy enough to express the feeling of the whole film ending. even the closing credits were morosely done.. All in all, the HP6 is my most favorite movie so far from the HP series. it showed many things: like what great stress is on harry's shoulders for being the chosen one, the transformation of ron's feelings for hermione and Harry's anger towards snape who killed dumbledore.All of these were portrayed well in the movie and i cant wait for the next and final installment of the film next year(sad!snif snif)